October 28th, 2007
So what now? I've lost Taylor after a stupid mistake. A silly mistake. That.. even if I had wanted to kiss Nick, I wouldn't have gotten anything out of it. He would still be with Miley like they still are right now. And I would've ended up losing Taylor, anyways.
So where does this leave me?
In a miserable mood.
You could say I haven't been in spitting distance with anybody. Usually after twenty good, and annoying, minutes of them knocking on my door and badgering me to come out, they leave. And I peep out of my room, and eat the dinner they leave and put the empty plate back out.
And then I hear them laughing when they find the plate clean.
All joking aside, I really don't find my use of being here anymore. What's the good in sitting around in my room all day?
So I called my mom. I arranged for her to call Kevin to drive me home tomorrow. I honestly didn't feel like talking to him. I knew that if I even whispered a 'hi' to him, he'd start interrogating me like big brother.
You know, maybe this is a sign that I need to start focusing on my career now. By the time I'll head back home, shooting our first season will start. And I still have yet to see who my costars are.
lovealways, selena marie. ♥
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