Entry Ten ; Selena

October 28th, 2007

So what now? I've lost Taylor after a stupid mistake. A silly mistake. That.. even if I had wanted to kiss Nick, I wouldn't have gotten anything out of it. He would still be with Miley like they still are right now. And I would've ended up losing Taylor, anyways.
So where does this leave me?
In a miserable mood.
You could say I haven't been in spitting distance with anybody. Usually after twenty good, and annoying, minutes of them knocking on my door and badgering me to come out, they leave. And I peep out of my room, and eat the dinner they leave and put the empty plate back out.
And then I hear them laughing when they find the plate clean.
All joking aside, I really don't find my use of being here anymore. What's the good in sitting around in my room all day?
So I called my mom. I arranged for her to call Kevin to drive me home tomorrow. I honestly didn't feel like talking to him. I knew that if I even whispered a 'hi' to him, he'd start interrogating me like big brother.
You know, maybe this is a sign that I need to start focusing on my career now. By the time I'll head back home, shooting our first season will start. And I still have yet to see who my costars are.

lovealways, selena marie. ♥

Entry Nine ; Selena

June 13th, 2007

I sit here on my bed, sick, typing on this thing.
Nick is next to me, catching up on some baseball stats on tv-- something I won't understand.
Basketball is my love. Baseball, not so much.
Got a call from Taylor a while ago. He's pretty ticked off that I got myself sick and that I'll be grounded when I get back. -_-
He's also pretty positive Nick was the reason I got sick.
But he's pretty positive that it's Nick's fault for everything.
I mean, he doesn't hate him or anything. But Nick isn't exactly his favorite person.
But he shouldn't hold a grudge. I mean, Nick I became friends again, right?
Today is Wednesday, which means I have two days to savor what ever is left of this week.
Even though I miss Texas, like I always will, California has a place in my heart, too.
I would have never imagined myself saying that back in December of last year (2006) when I moved here.
And I certainly never would have thought that meeting Nick would lead to so many things.
I really can call him my best friend..
I know Demi or Taylor, or anybody that was close to me, for that matter, would stay with me and try to take care of me, too.
But it's something especially special when someone dedicates their whole rest of the week for you, putting aside their priorities, just because they care.
And I just hope Taylor can understand that.. and soon.
lovealways, selena.

Entry Eight ; Nick

April 14th, 2007

I have no idea what to do with this thing.
But it's safe to say that... things are going pretty well in my life.
Even if that means not having Selena in it.
I guess being single isn't so bad after all.

So today Miley, Noah, and I hung out at the park.
It was fun.

Actually, it was more than fun.
I hadn't enjoyed myself this much since well.. Selena was with me.
Well looks like Miley's waking up.
-Nicholas

Entry Seven ; Selena

February 7th, 2007

The actual wedding wasn't that bad. They both said I do, kissed. And yadda yadda.
I almost tripped. ALMOST being the key word. I saw Nick chuckle from the corner of my eye.
Kid thinks he's such a big shot. Haha. So now it's the reception a few hours later.
Food = delicious.
Dancing = not so much.
I have a story, but I'm not willing to share.
I'm afraid someone reading this will use it against me xD
So my fingers are hurting typing all of this from my cell phone.
So bye (:

-Selena

Entry Six ; Selena

February 6th, 2007

Wow So many things happened in the past few days.
I told Nick the truth.
And now.. we're good.
Things between me and Demi got better.
We're best friends again (:
My dad's wedding is tomorrow.
I know I'm gonna do something klutzy and trip and fall or something.
Hahaha.

Where's David these past few days...?

Entry Five ; Selena

February 4th, 2007

I'm on my cell phone again.
It snowed again.
It's time for school again.
Time for more homework again.
The flipside to this is that I'm with Nick .
:)

Entry Four ; Selena

February 3rd, 2007

I don't know if people read this.
But.. letting David stay wasn't a good idea.
He... started to abuse me again.
And now problems are worse because I have a feeling that
Nick's on to what's going on.

Oh yeah I forgot to mention. DUring while we were at camp, my dad called and told me he was getting re-married.

I'm the maid of honor.
I haven't even gotten to know his fiance.
And we're going back to school tomorrow.
Ay caramba...